1 00:00:08,100 --> 00:00:10,000 - Elmira. - Mexico? 2 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:13,400 Upstate New York. Chloe stayed in a motel there for two weeks. 3 00:00:13,600 --> 00:00:16,300 - The cops told you? - It showed up on Joe's credit-card bill. 4 00:00:16,500 --> 00:00:19,400 - Who's Joe? - Her husband. Or ex-husband. 5 00:00:19,500 --> 00:00:21,800 - He's driving up there. - Can you hold that? 6 00:00:23,200 --> 00:00:25,500 - Is it numb, Mr. Cannillo? - My whole face is numb. 7 00:00:25,600 --> 00:00:29,700 Maybe I should too. God knows what she's doing. Suzy needs to be in school. 8 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:32,900 Got it. Okay, watch that back cast next time, Mr. Cannillo. 9 00:00:33,100 --> 00:00:36,700 Chloe could lose her in a heartbeat, and we might not be so lucky again. 10 00:00:36,900 --> 00:00:39,100 - I need the Wooly Bugger back. - On the tray. 11 00:00:39,300 --> 00:00:41,600 You could have her declared an unfit mother. 12 00:00:41,800 --> 00:00:44,400 - Then Joe gets Suzy. - If he wants her. 13 00:00:44,600 --> 00:00:46,600 - I don't know. - Hey, lady! 14 00:00:46,700 --> 00:00:48,200 Where in the hell's my leg? 15 00:00:48,400 --> 00:00:51,900 - I believe it was amputated. - Not the real one, moron. My prosthetic. 16 00:00:52,100 --> 00:00:53,800 You had one when you came in, Toby? 17 00:00:53,900 --> 00:00:55,700 Yes. She took it. Give it back. 18 00:00:55,900 --> 00:00:58,400 - Why would I want your leg? - You tell me, pervert. 19 00:00:58,700 --> 00:00:59,900 Can you describe the leg? 20 00:00:59,900 --> 00:01:02,400 Looks just like this one, only it's plastic. 21 00:01:02,500 --> 00:01:06,300 We'll see if we can get you one. Haleh, fly fisher needs a tetanus shot. 22 00:01:06,500 --> 00:01:09,500 Check central supply, see if we have extra orthopedic legs. 23 00:01:09,700 --> 00:01:11,800 Somebody stole Toby's leg again. 24 00:01:12,700 --> 00:01:15,400 - Thanks for defending me. - The guy needs a free leg. 25 00:01:15,600 --> 00:01:17,600 You got both of yours. 26 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:21,400 - Is the server down again? - Half-hour. We're loading new software. 27 00:01:21,600 --> 00:01:24,300 Did we get the LP results back on Jessup? 28 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:27,900 - You know where the fax machine is? - Frank, did a match letter come? 29 00:01:28,100 --> 00:01:29,600 Do I look like the postmaster? 30 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:31,600 Match letters are at the dean's office. 31 00:01:31,800 --> 00:01:35,600 I know that, genius. I forgot to pick it up. They said they sent it here. 32 00:01:35,800 --> 00:01:38,000 - You forgot to pick it up? - I had a date. 33 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:40,000 - Hey, when did this come in? - What? 34 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:41,600 This letter. Dr. Greene. 35 00:01:41,700 --> 00:01:43,800 Stick it in his box. I'll mail it to his home. 36 00:01:43,900 --> 00:01:45,900 - No, it's from Dr. Greene. - To who? 37 00:01:46,100 --> 00:01:48,500 - Everyone, I guess. - What's it say? 38 00:01:48,700 --> 00:01:51,200 - It says, "Dear ER gang..." - We're a gang now? 39 00:01:51,400 --> 00:01:54,600 - Got a secret handshake and everything. - While you were in Phoenix. 40 00:01:54,800 --> 00:01:57,000 - Go on, Carter. - "Dear ER gang: 41 00:01:57,100 --> 00:02:00,400 So here I am out on the beach at 5:30 in the evening. 42 00:02:00,600 --> 00:02:04,500 Elizabeth is sitting with me drinking juice, but I'm all about the mai tais." 43 00:02:04,600 --> 00:02:06,800 - What's he reading? - Dr. Greene's letter. 44 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:10,700 "The sun is going down. Rachel is dipping Ella's toes in the ocean... 45 00:02:10,900 --> 00:02:14,300 ...as they head off on a quest for the perfect seashell." 46 00:02:14,600 --> 00:02:17,900 - "Wish you were here" would've done it. - He doesn't have to rub it in. 47 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:20,400 "would make this moment complete? 48 00:02:20,500 --> 00:02:22,000 Some jogger dropping to the sand... 49 00:02:22,200 --> 00:02:25,200 ...short of breath, so I can swoop in with a piece of bamboo... 50 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:27,900 - ... to perform a nice, clean intubation... - What's this? 51 00:02:28,100 --> 00:02:30,200 - Mark. - ... fix the guy up and send him off... 52 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,100 ...with a good simple dispo." 53 00:02:32,300 --> 00:02:35,900 The day I start fantasizing about critical procedures is the day I leave too. 54 00:02:36,100 --> 00:02:38,400 "Which is my way of saying that I miss you all... 55 00:02:38,500 --> 00:02:39,600 ...and that dingy place." 56 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:41,600 - Want another five of-? - Dr. Greene. 57 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:44,900 "Lots of times, I thought I should have chosen a different career... 58 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:47,300 ...or gone into private practice. 59 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:50,300 Something easier, less grinding, more lucrative. 60 00:02:50,500 --> 00:02:51,900 But since I've been gone, 61 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:55,200 I realize outside of what I'm doing right now... 62 00:02:55,300 --> 00:02:57,500 ...sitting on this beach with my family... 63 00:02:57,700 --> 00:03:02,600 ...staying at County all those years doing what we do on a daily basis... 64 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:05,800 ...was the best choice I ever made. 65 00:03:06,800 --> 00:03:08,600 I know what you're thinking. Trust me, 66 00:03:08,600 --> 00:03:11,200 it's not hard to appreciate once it's over." 67 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:13,700 I think that's the mai tais talking. 68 00:03:13,900 --> 00:03:15,300 Shut up. Keep reading. 69 00:03:15,500 --> 00:03:17,500 "As much as part of me would like to believe the ER... 70 00:03:17,600 --> 00:03:19,500 ...can't go on without me... 71 00:03:19,700 --> 00:03:21,300 ...the smarter part realizes that... 72 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:23,800 ...you're an incredible group of doctors and nurses... 73 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:28,200 ...who approach every day with such skill, compassion and thoroughness. 74 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:32,800 And when it comes to patient care, I know my absence will hardly be felt." 75 00:03:33,600 --> 00:03:35,500 I'm not so sure of that. 76 00:03:35,700 --> 00:03:39,000 "As for friendship and camaraderie, well, that's another matter. 77 00:03:39,100 --> 00:03:42,500 In order to leave, I had to go the way I did. 78 00:03:42,700 --> 00:03:48,600 But I wouldn't want any of you to think that meant I didn't value each of you... 79 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:51,100 ...and the years that we worked together... 80 00:03:51,300 --> 00:03:55,100 ...or that I didn't have things of a more personal nature to say. 81 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:59,900 Most of you, I think, have an idea of what those things might be... 82 00:04:00,100 --> 00:04:03,000 ...without me writing them down. But still..." 83 00:04:05,500 --> 00:04:07,000 Go on. 84 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:09,800 There's just a couple dots and then: 85 00:04:09,900 --> 00:04:14,700 "Ella is laughing and waving for me. Rachel's found her shell." 86 00:04:16,100 --> 00:04:17,300 Nothing else? 87 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:20,100 Probably jammed. Damn machine's been on the fritz all week. 88 00:04:20,300 --> 00:04:23,100 - Is there a transmission report? - So he faxes the letter... 89 00:04:23,300 --> 00:04:26,400 ...so he doesn't have to send the macadamia nuts. 90 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:29,300 What? What is it? 91 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:36,900 This is from Dr. Corday. 92 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:47,600 "Mark died this morning... 93 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:50,300 ...at 6:04 a. m. 94 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:54,400 The sun was rising... 95 00:04:54,900 --> 00:04:56,700 ...his favorite time of day. 96 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:02,900 I sent this on so that you might know he was thinking of you all... 97 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:04,900 ...and that... 98 00:05:05,600 --> 00:05:07,700 ...he appre- 99 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:11,000 He appreciated knowing you would remember him well." 100 00:05:29,800 --> 00:05:32,100 Post it on the floor, Frank. 101 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:34,100 That last part? 102 00:05:34,400 --> 00:05:35,600 The whole thing. 103 00:07:02,500 --> 00:07:04,500 It ain't my heart. 104 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:06,900 Cold, that's all. 105 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:09,800 And I need some of that breathing stuff. 106 00:07:09,900 --> 00:07:12,100 BP's 100/76. 107 00:07:12,200 --> 00:07:14,100 Sally bolus? 108 00:07:15,100 --> 00:07:18,400 - Sally? - Bolus normal saline, start an insulin drip. 109 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:20,600 - Work him up first. - Where's my cart? 110 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:24,400 - CBC, lytes, BUN, creatinine. - Wait, he's a brittle diabetic in DKA. 111 00:07:24,600 --> 00:07:27,100 - We need to lower his sugar. - You don't know his sugar. 112 00:07:27,200 --> 00:07:28,700 Get Dr. Greene. He knows what to do. 113 00:07:28,900 --> 00:07:30,500 Mr. Ervin, he's not here today. 114 00:07:30,700 --> 00:07:31,700 Then I'll come back later. 115 00:07:31,900 --> 00:07:33,700 No. You might have fluid in your lungs. 116 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:36,200 - And you have a high fever. - Fever? 117 00:07:36,300 --> 00:07:38,000 I'm colder than that hawk out there on a windy day. 118 00:07:38,100 --> 00:07:39,600 ...Chest X-Ray, cardiac enzimes. 119 00:07:39,800 --> 00:07:42,300 - DKA, I'm telling you. - Send up LFTs. 120 00:07:42,500 --> 00:07:46,000 - You want his bank statements also? - Last time someone stole my dictionary. 121 00:07:46,200 --> 00:07:48,500 Bet 20 he's over 400. 122 00:07:48,700 --> 00:07:50,800 Dr. Carter? 123 00:07:51,900 --> 00:07:55,900 - What? - Twenty bucks says glucose is over 400. 124 00:07:57,400 --> 00:07:59,800 Just plug him in. 125 00:08:02,500 --> 00:08:04,400 Dr. Weaver? 126 00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:09,500 Dr. Weaver? 127 00:08:11,100 --> 00:08:13,900 When did this get-? 128 00:08:14,100 --> 00:08:16,000 You were at lunch. 129 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:22,900 And you felt the need to post it on the bulletin board? 130 00:08:24,100 --> 00:08:27,200 Well, he wrote it to the ER. 131 00:08:30,500 --> 00:08:32,900 - Do you want us to take it down? - No. 132 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:35,600 - Double MVA coming. Father, daughter. - Carter and Lewis. 133 00:08:35,800 --> 00:08:38,500 - And George cut himself again. - In a minute. 134 00:08:39,200 --> 00:08:42,600 Auto versus cement truck. 10-year-old, unrestrained back-seat passenger... 135 00:08:42,700 --> 00:08:46,500 - ...flew to the front, hit deployed air bag. - I'm Dr. Lewis. What's your name? 136 00:08:46,600 --> 00:08:48,700 - Melissa. - Melissa, were you knocked out? 137 00:08:48,900 --> 00:08:50,000 - No. - Does it hurt? 138 00:08:50,100 --> 00:08:51,200 - My chest. - Dan Rue, 139 00:08:51,300 --> 00:08:53,300 36-year-old restrained driver. 140 00:08:53,500 --> 00:08:56,500 Throat to steering wheel, knee to dashboard, with hip and pelvis pain. 141 00:08:56,700 --> 00:08:58,300 - LOC? - No. GCS, 13. 142 00:08:58,500 --> 00:09:02,200 - Can you tell me where it hurts most? - Right leg and my throat. 143 00:09:02,300 --> 00:09:04,400 All right. Page Surgery. Tell RT to get the heliox. 144 00:09:04,500 --> 00:09:06,000 Has his voice changed much? 145 00:09:06,100 --> 00:09:08,000 - Maybe a little. - Is my daughter here? 146 00:09:08,800 --> 00:09:11,100 - Tachy at 108. - Full trauma panel. 147 00:09:11,300 --> 00:09:13,000 Follow the light with your eyes. 148 00:09:13,100 --> 00:09:14,400 - BP? - Cycling. 149 00:09:15,100 --> 00:09:17,400 - Melissa, did you hurt your neck at all? - No. 150 00:09:17,600 --> 00:09:19,300 - Are you sure? - Yes. 151 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:22,600 It's okay, sweetie. It's okay. We're gonna take care of you. 152 00:09:22,700 --> 00:09:25,100 - Where's my dad? - Another doctor's helping him. 153 00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:28,100 Okay, I'm gonna take this off. I need you to be really still. 154 00:09:28,200 --> 00:09:29,600 - Okay. - Like a statue. 155 00:09:29,700 --> 00:09:31,500 - Yes. - Okay, here we go. 156 00:09:31,800 --> 00:09:34,800 Oh, good girl. Lateral C-spine, chest and pelvis. 157 00:09:34,900 --> 00:09:36,400 Pressure's 100/70. 158 00:09:36,600 --> 00:09:38,600 - Is the fiberoptic in here? - Back counter. 159 00:09:38,700 --> 00:09:40,700 - What's his pressure? - Ninety-five. 160 00:09:40,800 --> 00:09:42,500 - Dad! - Head still. 161 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:44,700 - Is that my dad? - Tender at the left axilla. 162 00:09:44,900 --> 00:09:47,600 - Might be a rib fracture. - HemoCue times three and a Foley. 163 00:09:47,700 --> 00:09:49,800 - Pupils five millimeters and reactive. - Abby. 164 00:09:49,900 --> 00:09:52,400 - Sorry. - Hang two units O-neg. I need a crit. 165 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:54,500 - Sats are falling, 92. - Got the scope. 166 00:09:54,700 --> 00:09:56,500 Okay, we gotta crike him. 167 00:09:56,600 --> 00:10:00,100 Get me some cervical traction and oral airway. 168 00:10:00,300 --> 00:10:02,800 - Sinus tach on the monitor. No ectopy. - Oh, God. 169 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:06,000 - What? - Large hematoma in front of the trachea. 170 00:10:06,100 --> 00:10:09,000 - You got to be kidding me. - Can you cut through that? 171 00:10:09,500 --> 00:10:12,600 No. I won't be able to see anything through all that blood. 172 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:14,900 Pulse ox is not corresponding. 173 00:10:15,100 --> 00:10:18,300 - I can't feel the landmarks. - We need an airway. 174 00:10:19,300 --> 00:10:21,600 - Damn it. - What do you want to do? 175 00:10:24,500 --> 00:10:26,100 Give me the scope. 176 00:10:26,300 --> 00:10:28,600 - First HemoCue, 13.4. - What are we talking about? 177 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:30,700 - Give me some cricoid pressure. - On what? 178 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:32,900 - Dial up the source all the way. - Anybody home? 179 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:36,000 Swollen airway. Expanding hematoma blocking trach access. 180 00:10:36,300 --> 00:10:38,000 - How long's he been down? - Two minutes. 181 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:39,700 - Crike him. - Too many vessels. 182 00:10:39,900 --> 00:10:42,500 -11 blade now. - No. Just wait, I can't see as it is. 183 00:10:42,700 --> 00:10:44,500 - Trousseau dilater. - Pulse ox, 84. 184 00:10:44,700 --> 00:10:46,800 - Bradying down. - Wait, I'm almost underneath it. 185 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:49,700 - Cutting. - No, wait. Wait! I said, wait. 186 00:10:49,800 --> 00:10:52,600 His heart rate's 60. Most chief residents know he'll arrest. 187 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:54,900 We don't have an airway. So mg of atropine. 188 00:10:55,100 --> 00:10:56,800 - Dropping to 50. - Trauma shears. 189 00:10:57,300 --> 00:10:59,000 What are you doing? 190 00:11:00,900 --> 00:11:03,500 - Just clamp. - BP's 80 systolic. 191 00:11:03,700 --> 00:11:06,200 No. You're gonna hit the internal carotid. 192 00:11:07,300 --> 00:11:09,000 Tracheostomy. 193 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:12,100 - Field airway. - Sats are climbing. 194 00:11:12,200 --> 00:11:13,500 - Dr. Lewis? - Next door. 195 00:11:13,700 --> 00:11:16,900 Call RT for a vent. AC 12, 750 cc tidal on a 100%. 196 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:19,800 Less whining, more action next time, Dr. Carter. 197 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:20,800 No deformity. No step-off. 198 00:11:21,100 --> 00:11:24,000 - Dr. Lewis? - How about here? 199 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:27,300 - A little. - Five-by-seven mass over the scapula. 200 00:11:27,500 --> 00:11:30,600 - Let's have Surgery take a look at this. - Susan, it's your sister. 201 00:11:30,700 --> 00:11:32,800 - What? - She's on the phone. 202 00:11:32,900 --> 00:11:36,100 No. Chloe, you disappear with Suzy after almost killing yourself. 203 00:11:36,300 --> 00:11:40,300 You don't call for three weeks. Yeah, well, I hope so. 204 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:43,100 Are you in an outpatient program? 205 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:45,100 Where's Suzy gonna stay? 206 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:47,200 He took you back? 207 00:11:47,400 --> 00:11:49,400 Oh, damn it. 208 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:52,100 No. No, not you, Chloe. 209 00:11:52,200 --> 00:11:56,000 You know what? Fine. Fine, fine, fine. Just give me the number, okay? 210 00:11:56,200 --> 00:11:58,200 Yeah, Chloe, listen. 211 00:11:58,500 --> 00:12:00,500 Yeah, I have to go. 212 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,800 Chloe, I have to go. 213 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:05,600 Yes, I love you too. 214 00:12:09,900 --> 00:12:12,700 CT's ready. Urine is dip negative for blood. 215 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:16,100 Forget the Foley. Page Pedes, Oncology. 216 00:12:16,300 --> 00:12:18,300 Calcified mass in the lung field. 217 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:21,200 She has cancer? 218 00:12:22,200 --> 00:12:23,300 Keep your ankle cocked. 219 00:12:23,400 --> 00:12:24,900 You promised not to use the knife. 220 00:12:25,200 --> 00:12:29,100 - A.J. called in sick. I tried to be careful. - Don't touch it. 221 00:12:29,700 --> 00:12:31,800 - That was too long. - It's fine. 222 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:35,500 - It's too long. It will itch. - Okay, I'm done. 223 00:12:36,900 --> 00:12:39,300 - Who's picking you up? - I took the train. 224 00:12:39,500 --> 00:12:42,800 - I'll get you a cab voucher. Keep it dry. - Plastic bag like before. 225 00:12:42,900 --> 00:12:44,800 Come back in 10 days. 226 00:12:45,500 --> 00:12:50,500 I did this last time. I saw on TV, those cutters where you put... 227 00:12:50,700 --> 00:12:54,800 ...the bun in a covered white thing and press down on the handle... 228 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:58,500 ...and it slices without using the knife. 229 00:12:58,600 --> 00:13:01,300 I asked Lance to get one of those. 230 00:13:01,700 --> 00:13:07,000 But he said those guys are crooks and it would break right away. 231 00:13:08,300 --> 00:13:10,200 - What are you doing? - This one's too long. 232 00:13:10,400 --> 00:13:12,700 Stop it. Stop it. George. 233 00:13:12,900 --> 00:13:15,700 I told you not to touch it. Damn it, George. 234 00:13:15,900 --> 00:13:17,800 - I'm sorry. - I don't care if you're sorry. 235 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:21,500 I don't care if you're stupid. If you don't listen, it'll never heal. 236 00:13:21,700 --> 00:13:23,700 Kerry, I'll do it. 237 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:25,100 You should go home. 238 00:13:25,600 --> 00:13:28,500 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, George. I'm sorry. 239 00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:48,100 - Casper's Foley bag is full. - I know. 240 00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:50,300 I don't know why I bought hoops. 241 00:13:51,300 --> 00:13:52,900 - They were cute. - Yeah. 242 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:55,000 The 3-year-old in 4 thought so too. 243 00:13:58,800 --> 00:14:01,800 Did you think it was gonna happen so soon? 244 00:14:02,900 --> 00:14:04,900 He stopped treatment. 245 00:14:05,300 --> 00:14:09,800 Yeah, I know. But still, I mean, he was just here working. 246 00:14:10,100 --> 00:14:13,500 I keep expecting to see him walk around a corner or something. 247 00:14:13,700 --> 00:14:15,400 He was 38 years old. 248 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:18,200 Too soon by any calculation. 249 00:14:19,100 --> 00:14:20,700 Yeah. 250 00:14:21,900 --> 00:14:23,800 Hey, when are you off? 251 00:14:23,900 --> 00:14:27,600 Now. Just don't feel like going home. 252 00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:30,200 What do you say we go out and get plastered? 253 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:34,200 - I'd say that's an appropriate response. - Susan, I have to go. 254 00:14:34,500 --> 00:14:36,600 Bohan is an IUP, 12 weeks and spotting. 255 00:14:36,800 --> 00:14:38,300 Ultrasound's otherwise negative. 256 00:14:38,500 --> 00:14:40,500 Okay. Carter's on for another couple hours. 257 00:14:40,600 --> 00:14:43,100 I'm waiting on a parent to transfer a girl to Oncology. 258 00:14:43,300 --> 00:14:44,900 Okay. 259 00:14:45,900 --> 00:14:47,600 I'm sorry about Mark. 260 00:14:49,500 --> 00:14:51,400 Yeah. 261 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:54,400 Hey, Kerry. 262 00:14:54,700 --> 00:14:58,000 Hey, Kerry, we're going out for drinks. You want to come? 263 00:14:58,100 --> 00:15:01,600 - Thanks. I'd like to, but I can't. - Yeah, sure you can. 264 00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:04,300 - The Lava Lounge on Damen. - I have other plans. 265 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:06,800 - But thanks anyway. - Okay. 266 00:15:07,100 --> 00:15:08,900 - Good night. - Bye. 267 00:15:10,300 --> 00:15:13,200 - The Lava Lounge? - Yeah, you kind of have to see it. 268 00:15:13,400 --> 00:15:15,200 Dr. Romano needs you. 269 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:17,300 Tell him I'm icing my ear. 270 00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,800 He's putting a chest tube in your patient. 271 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:21,500 - What? - He came down for a consult. 272 00:15:21,700 --> 00:15:23,000 I canceled that consult. 273 00:15:23,100 --> 00:15:25,600 28 French on a vascular clamp. Hang in there, Melissa. 274 00:15:25,800 --> 00:15:28,000 - What are you doing? - Where's her CT? 275 00:15:28,100 --> 00:15:29,600 - Oncology has it. - Oncology? 276 00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:32,000 Incidental finding. Likely Rhabdomyosarcoma. 277 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:34,000 - Did she have a hemopneumo? - No. 278 00:15:34,300 --> 00:15:36,400 - She does now. - What is it? 279 00:15:36,600 --> 00:15:39,200 We're gonna put a tube in your chest to help you breathe. 280 00:15:39,400 --> 00:15:42,200 I'm in. Thoraseal. Probably outgrew its blood supply... 281 00:15:42,300 --> 00:15:45,500 ...bled into her chest cavity. Come on. My dog fetches faster. 282 00:15:45,700 --> 00:15:48,200 - Is my mom here yet? - Yeah, she's on her way. 283 00:15:48,300 --> 00:15:51,100 Call the O.R. Tell them we have a red blanket. Get consent. 284 00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:53,800 Her father's in the SICU. You criked him, remember? 285 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:56,200 - Melissa, you need an operation. - What? 286 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:57,700 We're gonna take care of you. 287 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,900 200 cc's already. Second signature. Let's go. 288 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:02,600 Don't worry. 289 00:16:08,100 --> 00:16:12,000 - We'll blow it off, go some other night. - No. You changed your shift. 290 00:16:12,200 --> 00:16:15,400 Kerry, the guy died. You should be with your staff tonight. 291 00:16:15,500 --> 00:16:18,900 - They were being polite. - They're your friends. 292 00:16:19,100 --> 00:16:21,700 They're people I work with. 293 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:26,500 One of our guys goes down, the company gets together and we get drunk. 294 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:29,500 It's more for the unit than the guy who's gone. 295 00:16:29,700 --> 00:16:32,000 I'm not a firefighter. 296 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:35,800 Basically the same job, isn't it? You put out fires. 297 00:16:40,700 --> 00:16:44,000 Mark and I always butted heads. 298 00:16:44,200 --> 00:16:46,900 I was always trying to maneuver him... 299 00:16:47,300 --> 00:16:51,000 ...gain some kind of edge like it had to be a competition. 300 00:16:51,100 --> 00:16:54,300 He just wanted to do his job well and go home. 301 00:16:58,100 --> 00:17:02,200 I've known this was coming for a while, and I never imagined... 302 00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:04,100 ...that I would feel like this. 303 00:17:06,800 --> 00:17:08,300 You've lost a friend. 304 00:17:11,300 --> 00:17:13,400 I think I have. 305 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:17,400 All I got out of him was, they put him on dialysis for three days once... 306 00:17:17,400 --> 00:17:18,700 He hated it. 307 00:17:18,900 --> 00:17:20,800 Then he passed out. 308 00:17:23,800 --> 00:17:26,700 - As in vagalled? - As in old. 309 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:29,900 - Find his old chart? - Still pulling it. I need a forklift. 310 00:17:30,100 --> 00:17:32,800 His temp's down, but he's altered. He called me "son" once. 311 00:17:32,900 --> 00:17:35,100 Glucose is over 400. You owe me 20 bucks. 312 00:17:35,300 --> 00:17:38,600 Started that insulin drip. And he could be uremic. 313 00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:40,100 You know, your basic "MMP." 314 00:17:40,900 --> 00:17:43,600 - MMP? - Multiple medical problems. 315 00:17:43,900 --> 00:17:45,200 You just make this stuff up? 316 00:17:45,400 --> 00:17:47,900 What? Multiple medical problems? M- M-P, MMP. 317 00:17:48,100 --> 00:17:50,600 All right, start with a urogram and do a repeat Chem-20. 318 00:17:50,700 --> 00:17:51,900 I did it twice already. 319 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,700 Just CT his belly and his pelvis... 320 00:17:53,900 --> 00:17:56,600 - ... and call Nephrology. - They won't take him. He's septic. 321 00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:59,800 Well, then we'll dialyze down here until we can admit to the unit. 322 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:02,800 Or we could turf him to Medicine and let them figure it out. 323 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:04,700 Right now he belongs to us. 324 00:18:04,900 --> 00:18:08,600 I'm gonna write this down now. Sure you're not gonna change your mind again? 325 00:18:08,800 --> 00:18:10,900 - Pratt, your letter. - Where was it? 326 00:18:11,100 --> 00:18:13,100 Filed N for "ne'er-do-well." 327 00:18:13,300 --> 00:18:16,000 - What's your first choice? - I ain't saying. 328 00:18:16,300 --> 00:18:18,400 See you at the Lava Lounge, Dr. Carter? 329 00:18:18,600 --> 00:18:21,600 - What? - Couple people going out for drinks. 330 00:18:21,800 --> 00:18:23,800 - Don't feel like doing much else. - Who? 331 00:18:23,900 --> 00:18:27,300 Dr. Kovac, Dr. Lewis, Abby, Haleh. 332 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:31,600 Maybe. I don't know. I got some dictations I need to finish. 333 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:33,300 Okay. If you change your mind... 334 00:18:33,500 --> 00:18:35,100 Good night. 335 00:18:35,700 --> 00:18:37,500 Bad news? 336 00:18:38,500 --> 00:18:40,900 - Yeah, you could say that. - Second choice? 337 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:42,700 Last choice. 338 00:18:42,900 --> 00:18:46,000 Someone's got to get their last choice. Where is it? 339 00:18:46,100 --> 00:18:47,700 Here. 340 00:18:48,700 --> 00:18:50,100 Good for us. 341 00:18:50,300 --> 00:18:52,900 You know, I had better be getting my damn locker. 342 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:02,400 Well, that was fast. 343 00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:04,500 - What? - You haven't even had a drink yet... 344 00:19:04,700 --> 00:19:07,900 - ... you already got somebody's number? - Oh, my God. What is that? 345 00:19:08,100 --> 00:19:11,000 - Two Sacrificial Virgins. - How much alcohol is in there? 346 00:19:11,300 --> 00:19:14,600 Enough to make you forget you're being thrown into a volcano. 347 00:19:14,700 --> 00:19:16,100 I get it. 348 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:17,700 - I think. - Do you need some help? 349 00:19:17,900 --> 00:19:19,900 Yeah. Can I start a tab? 350 00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:21,300 Sure, Susan. 351 00:19:22,300 --> 00:19:24,300 Oh, my God. Those are our drinks? 352 00:19:24,500 --> 00:19:27,500 - Too tacky? - No, not for this place. 353 00:19:27,700 --> 00:19:29,800 - I'm just bummed I forgot my grass skirt. - Yeah. 354 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:32,100 I was gonna wear my coconut bra, but it itches. 355 00:19:32,300 --> 00:19:35,400 - How did you know about this place? - Mark had a birthday here once. 356 00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:37,000 It seemed appropriate. 357 00:19:37,200 --> 00:19:38,400 - Thanks. - Haleh. 358 00:19:38,600 --> 00:19:39,900 Martini. 359 00:19:40,100 --> 00:19:43,200 - Coke. - Yeah. How did they find all this stuff? 360 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:46,400 It's kind of creepy. I keep expecting Vincent Price to show up. 361 00:19:49,300 --> 00:19:52,100 So should we toast or something? 362 00:19:52,600 --> 00:19:54,400 Good idea. 363 00:19:56,300 --> 00:19:58,000 Me? 364 00:19:58,400 --> 00:19:59,600 You knew him the longest. 365 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:03,200 I'm not very good under pressure. Someone else go first. 366 00:20:09,900 --> 00:20:12,300 What the hell, I'll drink to that. 367 00:20:19,300 --> 00:20:21,100 Looks like we're going public. 368 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:24,700 Hey, Kerry. 369 00:20:26,300 --> 00:20:27,700 Hey. 370 00:20:28,100 --> 00:20:33,000 Well-encapsulated discreet mass. No extension to the visceral pleura. 371 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:34,900 Pickups. 372 00:20:35,300 --> 00:20:36,800 Did you talk to Dr. Corday? 373 00:20:36,900 --> 00:20:39,000 Yeah, Shirley, I'm at the top of her list. 374 00:20:39,100 --> 00:20:41,300 Right after the funeral home. 375 00:20:42,300 --> 00:20:44,000 What? 376 00:20:44,200 --> 00:20:47,300 Penetrated the rib cage. We are gonna be here all night. 377 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:49,500 At least you caught it. 378 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:58,500 Amazing how the human body... 379 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:00,800 ...can turn on itself. 380 00:21:02,100 --> 00:21:04,800 The very process we need to grow in the womb to... 381 00:21:04,900 --> 00:21:08,900 ...regenerate ourselves systematically eating us alive. 382 00:21:09,100 --> 00:21:10,600 And no one's sacred. 383 00:21:10,700 --> 00:21:14,300 Little girls. Fathers with little girls. 384 00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:20,100 Cancer. Brain cancer, liver cancer, breast cancer. 385 00:21:20,200 --> 00:21:24,800 It's the same traitor, the same merciless... 386 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:28,600 ...unrelenting predator. 387 00:21:28,800 --> 00:21:30,700 Like time itself. 388 00:21:32,900 --> 00:21:35,600 - I hope you're not driving. - No. 389 00:21:35,700 --> 00:21:37,500 You're not on call, are you? 390 00:21:37,700 --> 00:21:40,600 What are you, some sort of Nazi bartender? 391 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:43,500 I prefer to think of myself as magnanimous. 392 00:21:43,600 --> 00:21:45,500 - Hey. - Hey, Carter. 393 00:21:45,700 --> 00:21:48,800 - We thought you were gonna blow us off. - Did you pick this place? 394 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:51,800 - She's outside. - Who? 395 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,000 John Carter makes an appearance. 396 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:05,000 Abigail Lockhart sits alone. 397 00:22:06,700 --> 00:22:10,400 - It's a nice jacket. Is it new? - What, do you have ESP? 398 00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:13,100 No, your car's right there. 399 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:17,300 I saw you circle the building twice. 400 00:22:17,500 --> 00:22:19,800 Thanks for yelling out directions. 401 00:22:20,300 --> 00:22:24,600 Didn't wanna encourage you. I don't think you should be hanging around in bars. 402 00:22:24,900 --> 00:22:26,600 You got me there. 403 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,000 Great letter, though. 404 00:22:34,700 --> 00:22:37,700 I especially enjoyed the surprise ending. 405 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:42,900 I didn't write it. 406 00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:47,300 Well, that's the last time we let you read out loud then. 407 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:51,000 Suddenly antisocial? 408 00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:53,900 No, you just missed my table dance. 409 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:55,900 - Hula? - Oh, yeah. 410 00:22:56,100 --> 00:22:59,200 Well, I'll have to stick around for the second show. 411 00:23:05,700 --> 00:23:08,000 How many lives do you think? 412 00:23:09,100 --> 00:23:10,600 What? 413 00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:13,200 How many lives do you think he saved? 414 00:23:16,100 --> 00:23:17,900 It's hard to say. 415 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:24,600 One a shift on average, I guess. Five shifts a week for 10 years. 416 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:28,200 - Two or three thousand people. - Damn. 417 00:23:30,700 --> 00:23:33,900 Forget Superman, I'll take Mark Greene. 418 00:23:35,100 --> 00:23:38,900 Well, if I knew you felt that way, I would have shaved my head a long time ago. 419 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:56,400 Are you okay? 420 00:24:12,300 --> 00:24:13,700 Come on. 421 00:24:13,900 --> 00:24:16,200 - Come on what? - Let's get out of here. 422 00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:20,500 - And ditch our friends? - I think that they'll get over it. 423 00:24:20,900 --> 00:24:22,600 Okay. 424 00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:27,700 - You know, I have a tiki mask in there. - I'll buy you another one. 425 00:24:28,300 --> 00:24:29,700 Where are we going? 426 00:24:29,900 --> 00:24:32,100 I know a place on Franklin. 427 00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:34,000 - The titty bar? - No. 428 00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:35,700 Well... 429 00:24:35,900 --> 00:24:37,700 - Oh, the tattoo parlor. - No. 430 00:24:37,900 --> 00:24:40,100 No. Where are we going? 431 00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:42,100 Bill's place. 432 00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:44,200 No. 433 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,500 - No, thank you. - Come on. There's a meeting at 1. 434 00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:49,100 - Great. Go. I'll catch up. - When's the last time you went? 435 00:24:49,100 --> 00:24:50,800 - What do you think? - What's it gonna hurt? 436 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,900 - It'll kill my buzz for starters. - Come on, one step at a time. 437 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:57,400 I sponsored you. Remember? Save the dogma. Besides, you screwed it up. 438 00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:00,600 - I'm screwing it up? - Yes. Would you say that I'm drunk? 439 00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:03,100 - Yeah. - You can't go to meetings drunk. 440 00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:05,700 - They'll overlook it. - And the program is voluntary. 441 00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:08,800 - Then get in the car voluntarily. - Come on, out of my way. 442 00:25:08,900 --> 00:25:11,100 You are going, even if I have to carry you. 443 00:25:11,300 --> 00:25:13,700 - Thanks for caring, but not tonight. - Yeah, tonight. 444 00:25:13,900 --> 00:25:16,000 - No. Slow down, tough guy. - Get in the car. 445 00:25:16,100 --> 00:25:17,400 - No. - Get in the car. 446 00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:19,300 - No, no. - Hey. 447 00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:21,900 - Hey, no. John! Stop. - You're going. 448 00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:25,500 Stop it. Help! Help! 449 00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,200 - Son of a bitch! You bit me? - You dropped me. 450 00:25:29,300 --> 00:25:31,900 - I can't believe you bit me. - I told you to put me down. 451 00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:33,800 - I think that might be bleeding. - Good. 452 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,400 - Everything okay out here? - Yeah. 453 00:25:43,700 --> 00:25:46,100 I'm sorry. I just- I can't... 454 00:25:47,300 --> 00:25:50,400 I can't go to a meeting tonight. I won't do it. 455 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:53,600 Let's go get something to eat. 456 00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:55,600 Come on. A cup of coffee. 457 00:26:01,100 --> 00:26:02,800 Thank you. 458 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:14,000 We gotta stop at a pharmacy. I'll get some gauze and bandage that. 459 00:26:19,700 --> 00:26:21,100 A crate? 460 00:26:21,300 --> 00:26:22,600 Four feet by two feet. 461 00:26:22,700 --> 00:26:25,100 Greene gets a crate of live lobsters... 462 00:26:25,300 --> 00:26:28,900 - ... for a pericardiocentesis? - Every Memorial Day. 463 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:32,300 I gave a Heimlich to a kid at the zoo once, didn't even get a thank-you. 464 00:26:32,500 --> 00:26:34,500 I've been working up to a fruit basket. 465 00:26:34,700 --> 00:26:37,500 Wait. Is this the surf and turf we had on the roof? 466 00:26:37,700 --> 00:26:39,300 Yeah. 467 00:26:40,300 --> 00:26:42,600 That was good. 468 00:26:43,300 --> 00:26:45,600 - We can't tell him. - Tell him what? 469 00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:47,500 That he's dead. 470 00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,400 We have to keep it coming. 471 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,300 That's a survivor talking. 472 00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:54,400 We're starting breakfast. You want anything? 473 00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:57,100 - Yeah. Two mimosas, please. - Excuse me? 474 00:26:57,200 --> 00:26:59,200 No, we're fine. 475 00:27:05,900 --> 00:27:08,200 It started on my birthday. 476 00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:10,200 What? 477 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:16,300 I didn't start drinking when Brian hit me. I started drinking before that. 478 00:27:17,300 --> 00:27:21,800 And I probably wouldn't have been stupid enough to open the door if I hadn't been. 479 00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:24,800 Self-pity excuse. 480 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:26,600 Well, it's one of my better ones. 481 00:27:28,300 --> 00:27:30,000 What time is it? 482 00:27:30,300 --> 00:27:35,900 Oh, God. It's almost 6:00. Oh, my God. I have to work tonight. 483 00:27:36,300 --> 00:27:38,800 - You sober? - Unfortunately. 484 00:27:39,700 --> 00:27:43,900 Good. Then I have got just enough time to drop you off at a meeting. 485 00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:46,500 No. I have to go to bed. 486 00:27:46,900 --> 00:27:49,800 - Let's go. - Nope. 487 00:27:50,300 --> 00:27:52,800 But if you quit bugging me, I promise I'll go later. 488 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,400 When? 489 00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:55,900 Before my shift. 490 00:27:56,100 --> 00:28:00,100 Good, you're here. I was gonna page you, but Jerry said you were on at 7. 491 00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:03,300 - You're on at 7? - Yeah. I've done it before. 492 00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:05,200 - What is it? - It's your homeless guy. 493 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:08,200 - Six-beat run of ectopy. - How long has that been going on? 494 00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:10,500 Almost an hour. I needed to start lido... 495 00:28:10,700 --> 00:28:14,100 ...but I couldn't get a directive in his chart, and he won't tell me. 496 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:15,500 She don't listen. 497 00:28:15,700 --> 00:28:18,700 70 milligrams IV load and then start a drip at two per minute. 498 00:28:18,900 --> 00:28:21,000 - Wait. So he's full code? - There he goes again. 499 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,800 I don't know. He was Greene's private patient or something. 500 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,800 - Yeah, we lost his pressure. - Mr. Ervin? 501 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:28,900 - No pulse. - Okay, starting CPR. 502 00:28:29,100 --> 00:28:30,800 - You sure? - No. 503 00:28:31,100 --> 00:28:34,100 - Slow PEA. - Mg of epi. Prep an amp of atropine. 504 00:28:34,300 --> 00:28:36,800 Well, guess that clears it up. Intubation tray. 505 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,100 I'll do it. 7.5 ET and a 3 Mac blade. 506 00:28:40,300 --> 00:28:44,100 - V-fib. - Okay, charge paddles to 200. 507 00:28:44,500 --> 00:28:46,500 No pressure, no pulse. 508 00:28:47,700 --> 00:28:49,900 And clear. 509 00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:52,700 All right, charge again to 300. 510 00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:54,600 Back to sinus. 511 00:28:54,800 --> 00:28:56,200 I've got a pulse. 512 00:28:56,400 --> 00:29:00,500 Tough old bird. Okay, 20 of etomidate, eight of Pav. 513 00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:03,800 Wait, wait, wait. Carter, I think he's trying to talk. 514 00:29:04,100 --> 00:29:06,500 Dr. Greene. 515 00:29:06,800 --> 00:29:09,100 - No. - What? 516 00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:11,500 No tubes. 517 00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:13,500 No shocks. 518 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:15,700 What did he say? 519 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:18,700 He said no more. 520 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:39,500 - Thanks for destroying my night. - Did you get it? 521 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,900 She bled like stink. Control was nearly impossible around the rib cage. 522 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:45,300 I was inside and outside the chest simultaneously. 523 00:29:45,500 --> 00:29:48,100 - Did you get it? - Yeah, I got it. 524 00:29:48,300 --> 00:29:51,300 Resected fully. Margins are clear. 525 00:29:51,500 --> 00:29:53,700 - How's Daddy? - Breathing over the vent. 526 00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:56,700 Reflexes fully intact. Should be extubated by this afternoon. 527 00:29:56,800 --> 00:30:00,000 It was lucky they got plowed by that cement truck. 528 00:30:00,500 --> 00:30:03,800 These suckers rate 50% mortality once they break out. 529 00:30:05,100 --> 00:30:08,000 I'll tell Mom. You should get some sleep. You look like crap. 530 00:30:08,100 --> 00:30:10,600 Dr. Romano, are you sure you got it? 531 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:12,900 I got it. 532 00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:21,300 The only thing he's been consistent about is not wanting any treatment. 533 00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:23,300 If he discussed this with Dr. Greene, 534 00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:25,200 then there should be a note in the charts. 535 00:30:25,300 --> 00:30:28,200 Well, maybe Dr. Greene expected to be here. 536 00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:30,500 Fine. He's your patient. 537 00:30:30,900 --> 00:30:33,000 I have no idea what you're saying. I'm sorry. 538 00:30:33,100 --> 00:30:35,400 - Should someone save him? - No. 539 00:30:36,500 --> 00:30:38,100 I don't understand. 540 00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:43,300 - What's the problem, Pratt? - I don't speak Portuguese. 541 00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:45,400 - That's Italian. - That either. 542 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,100 Grandma was babysitting, and he woke up with this rash. 543 00:30:50,300 --> 00:30:54,000 She can't tell me if he's got any allergies, and I can't find the parents. 544 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:55,600 Strawberry. 545 00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:58,500 - What? - Strawberry. Jelly, jam, maybe cereal. 546 00:30:58,700 --> 00:31:01,500 Probably eating it before he went to sleep. 547 00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:04,900 Hey, you know anybody at Northwestern? 548 00:31:05,100 --> 00:31:07,300 - Yeah, I know a few. - Could you do me a favor? 549 00:31:07,500 --> 00:31:10,100 Tell them they made a mistake, that they should take me. 550 00:31:10,300 --> 00:31:13,000 - No. I'd have to believe that. - Come on, you know I'm good. 551 00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,800 - Too good to be wasted at County? - I didn't say that. 552 00:31:16,100 --> 00:31:18,800 Look, we're an under-serviced community, and we need doctors. 553 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:20,900 For better or for worse, we drew you. 554 00:31:21,100 --> 00:31:23,300 Blood sugar over 400. Good pick-up. 555 00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:24,700 Yeah, thanks. 556 00:31:30,900 --> 00:31:35,000 I shouldn't have sat down. If I don't sit down, I won't cry. 557 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:39,700 - Well, you have to sit down eventually. - Yeah. 558 00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:44,200 Can't I just pretend he moved to the South Pacific and lived happily ever after? 559 00:31:44,900 --> 00:31:46,900 In a way, he did. 560 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,400 A girl and her father... 561 00:31:51,900 --> 00:31:55,800 ...are hit by a cement truck on the way to ballet class. 562 00:31:56,100 --> 00:32:00,100 A malignant tumor invades her chest, and we find it by happenstance. 563 00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:04,500 She'll walk out of here in a week with not a care in the world. 564 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:09,700 Mark walked the halls of a hospital every day and didn't know about his tumor... 565 00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:12,200 ...till he presented with symptoms. 566 00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:16,300 Well, we save who we can, right? 567 00:32:18,300 --> 00:32:20,300 It has to make more sense than that. 568 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:25,400 You're looking for a reason? 569 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,500 I miss him already. 570 00:32:32,100 --> 00:32:34,700 - Me too. - I went away for five years. 571 00:32:34,900 --> 00:32:38,000 I thought of him on occasion. 572 00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:40,300 Talked to him sporadically. 573 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:46,800 But I miss him. I thought he'd always, always be here. 574 00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:52,300 Well, it's good to miss him. 575 00:32:53,300 --> 00:32:55,100 It's missing him that keeps him here. 576 00:32:56,900 --> 00:32:58,600 Yeah. 577 00:33:04,300 --> 00:33:06,300 You should write for Hallmark. 578 00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:08,400 I have hidden talents. 579 00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:12,000 - I'm sorry. - No, no. It's okay. 580 00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:14,000 I have to get back to work. 581 00:33:14,100 --> 00:33:17,300 I have a pilonidal cyst in 5 waiting to be lanced. 582 00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:19,800 Give it to Pratt. He needs the humility. 583 00:33:19,900 --> 00:33:22,000 That will be cathartic. 584 00:33:30,900 --> 00:33:32,700 - Where did you get that? - What? 585 00:33:32,900 --> 00:33:36,300 - Combination. - Personnel. 586 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,200 Pratt matched at County. 587 00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:40,300 Yes, I know. 588 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,800 He keeps bitching about it. 589 00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:44,800 He needs a locker. 590 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:47,200 Thought I'd spare Elizabeth the chore. 591 00:33:49,300 --> 00:33:51,700 Heard you had some trouble with Romano yesterday. 592 00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:54,700 He was right. 593 00:33:55,100 --> 00:33:56,500 I took too long making a decision. 594 00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:58,900 You don't have that luxury anymore. 595 00:33:59,100 --> 00:34:00,400 I never really thought I did. 596 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,700 Mark's gone. 597 00:34:06,900 --> 00:34:09,900 That means you've been here longer than any other doctor. 598 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:13,600 People will look to you to step in and fill the void. 599 00:34:16,300 --> 00:34:17,800 Big void. 600 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,300 Yes, it is. 601 00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:30,200 I can't do this. Will you do this? 602 00:34:32,300 --> 00:34:34,000 Thank you. 603 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,800 Shotgun to the face. This is gonna be fun, huh? 604 00:35:56,100 --> 00:35:58,300 Cheaper than plastic surgery. 605 00:35:59,700 --> 00:36:01,500 How's the bite? 606 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:04,000 I'm not howling at the moon. 607 00:36:04,900 --> 00:36:06,900 There is no moon. 608 00:36:07,900 --> 00:36:10,300 - How did it go? - What? 609 00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:13,300 The meeting. 610 00:36:13,900 --> 00:36:15,800 It was boring. 611 00:36:16,100 --> 00:36:17,800 You went? 612 00:36:18,100 --> 00:36:20,800 Yeah. I just said it was boring, didn't I? 613 00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:24,800 Sorry, they didn't give me a card. 614 00:36:27,700 --> 00:36:31,900 You went for you or because you promised me you would? 615 00:36:34,100 --> 00:36:36,500 Is this guy gonna look like hamburger? 616 00:36:37,300 --> 00:36:40,400 More like ground chuck. 617 00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:48,200 I went for you. 618 00:36:55,100 --> 00:36:57,400 - You're gonna need some more people. - Why? 619 00:36:58,900 --> 00:37:00,400 Come on, hard restraints! 620 00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:01,700 - No IV? -20 of morphine... 621 00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:02,900 ...before he pulled out. 622 00:37:03,100 --> 00:37:06,600 - Sir, we need you to hold still. - Come on, Gallant, keep him on the table. 623 00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:10,300 -100 of fent, two of Ativan. - Page Surgery, Plastics, Head and Neck. 624 00:37:10,500 --> 00:37:12,700 - Could be PCP. - Or the gunshot wound. 625 00:37:12,900 --> 00:37:15,400 Sir, we're gonna help you. But you gotta hold still... 626 00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:19,400 - ... while we get the morphine into you. - Okay, pressure 100/80. 627 00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:21,800 - Pulse, 150. - Get access. We need to sedate him. 628 00:37:21,900 --> 00:37:24,100 - Get a 7.5 ET tube. - You won't be able to use it. 629 00:37:24,300 --> 00:37:27,500 - Break open lap pads and a crike tray. - Gallant, hold down his arm. 630 00:37:27,700 --> 00:37:29,600 - Seven sterile... - Gallant. 631 00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:33,100 - ... and an 11 blade. Drape his neck. - All right, fent's in. 632 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:35,100 Get some O-2 in him. 100% by mask. 633 00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:36,400 I'm pushing meds. 634 00:37:36,500 --> 00:37:38,800 - Gallant. Gallant. - Okay, okay, okay. 635 00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:40,300 He's settling down. Betadine. 636 00:37:40,500 --> 00:37:43,300 -20 of etomidate. - Wait, are we tubing him or criking him? 637 00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,600 - Criking. Look at his face. - Just taking a peek. 638 00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:49,500 - All right, bradying down. - Yeah, he aspirated too much blood. 639 00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:52,200 - Open the crash cart. - Gallant, unroof his jaw... 640 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:55,100 ...and hold it out of the way. I need to see the epiglottis. 641 00:37:55,300 --> 00:37:58,900 - Mg of atropine. - Susan, hook your finger under his tongue. 642 00:38:00,300 --> 00:38:02,500 - I can't do it. - Don't move. Abduct the mandible. 643 00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:04,200 - I need to sit down. - Don't move. 644 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:06,900 - V-tach. - All right, I'm in. Let go, Gallant. 645 00:38:07,100 --> 00:38:08,800 - Charge is 200. - Hyperventilating. 646 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:10,600 - Sats are 90. - Clear. 647 00:38:10,700 --> 00:38:12,600 - Sinus rhythm. - Okay, full trauma panel. 648 00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:16,600 C- spine, chest and pelvis. Gallant, why don't you go get yourself some air? 649 00:38:16,700 --> 00:38:18,000 Want a facial CT? 650 00:38:18,500 --> 00:38:22,300 Yeah, good idea. Why don't we get a full head series? Call RT. Let's get a vent. 651 00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:24,600 Give him four of Ativan, seven of Pav. 652 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:26,900 Nice work, John. 653 00:38:53,100 --> 00:38:55,200 Bet that was a new one. 654 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,700 Yeah. Yeah. 655 00:39:00,700 --> 00:39:02,500 Look, I'm sorry. 656 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:05,500 I just thought I was gonna be sick. 657 00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:09,000 It's better if you keep your head down. 658 00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:14,800 It'll be okay. It just caught me by surprise, you know? 659 00:39:14,900 --> 00:39:16,900 Relax. Take a minute. 660 00:39:21,900 --> 00:39:24,600 You know, sometimes I don't think I can do this. 661 00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:33,800 You know, there's two kinds of doctors. 662 00:39:36,300 --> 00:39:38,700 There's the kind that get rid of their feelings... 663 00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:41,300 ...and the kind that hold on to them. 664 00:39:44,900 --> 00:39:49,200 If you're gonna hold on to your feelings, you're gonna get sick once in a while. 665 00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:51,600 It's part of it. 666 00:39:58,800 --> 00:40:00,800 You know, people come in here... 667 00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:03,100 ...and they're sick... 668 00:40:03,900 --> 00:40:05,800 ...and they're bleeding... 669 00:40:07,300 --> 00:40:09,100 ...sometimes they're dying... 670 00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:11,800 ...and they need our help. 671 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,600 And helping them is more important than how we feel. 672 00:40:31,300 --> 00:40:35,000 Hell, I've been doing this eight years. I still get sick. 673 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:40,000 Take another minute. 674 00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:52,600 - Did he go up? - OMFS, ENT and Plastics all in. 675 00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,400 Both carotids and IJ's intact. 676 00:40:54,500 --> 00:40:56,500 He must have turned right when the blast hit him. 677 00:40:56,700 --> 00:40:59,100 - Good. - How's he doing? 678 00:40:59,300 --> 00:41:03,200 Oh, he'll be all right. How are you? 679 00:41:04,300 --> 00:41:05,900 Ask me tomorrow. 680 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:08,200 - Good night. - Good night. 681 00:41:25,900 --> 00:41:27,700 He might need some fluids soon. 682 00:41:27,900 --> 00:41:31,100 No. Morphine boluses of 10. 683 00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:43,600 I heard you were gone. 684 00:41:45,700 --> 00:41:47,100 No, I'm still here. 685 00:41:48,700 --> 00:41:50,700 Good. 686 00:41:52,500 --> 00:41:56,000 You know I don't like nobody else helping me. 687 00:42:03,100 --> 00:42:04,900 I know. 688 00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:10,100 You've always treated me like a man. 689 00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:14,900 Just try and relax. 690 00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:18,600 What is that? 691 00:42:18,900 --> 00:42:22,700 That monitor's just a little sensitive, that's all. 692 00:42:28,400 --> 00:42:30,500 I'm scared. 693 00:42:31,700 --> 00:42:33,700 There's no reason to be. 694 00:42:34,500 --> 00:42:36,100 Everything's okay. 695 00:42:43,000 --> 00:42:46,300 I could have been a better person. 696 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:53,200 I could have done more. 697 00:42:57,000 --> 00:42:58,900 You did enough. 698 00:43:01,100 --> 00:43:03,100 Stay with me. 699 00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:05,400 It won't be much longer. 700 00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:16,200 I'll stay right here. 701 00:43:39,300 --> 00:43:41,500 - Let me see. - I think I singed my eyebrow. 702 00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:45,200 I need to see. You thought it was a good idea to put kerosene in your barbecue? 703 00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:48,000 - I thought it was lighter fluid. - It doesn't look burnt. 704 00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,700 I'll check for corneal burns with an ultraviolet light. 705 00:43:50,900 --> 00:43:52,800 I need everything documented. Worker's comp. 706 00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:55,300 - You're a chef? - It was my summer office party. 707 00:43:55,500 --> 00:43:58,300 Oh, I don't think that counts. 708 00:43:58,500 --> 00:44:00,100 Any word on the air conditioning? 709 00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:03,800 - Yeah. They think it'll be fixed by winter. - I can't work like this. 710 00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:06,300 - You want a Big Stick? - No. 711 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:08,900 - Why did I buy these shoes? - Because they were cute. 712 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:10,600 - Some help here. - Yeah, what is it? 713 00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:14,000 Car rammed into a picnic at Lincoln Park. I got three rigs behind me. 714 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:15,500 - John? - Yeah, I got it. 715 00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:18,200 - Intubated, regular pulse, good sats. - Get Neurosurgery. 716 00:44:18,300 --> 00:44:21,300 - Warn CT they'll get busy. -12-year-old boy, dislocated shoulder... 717 00:44:21,500 --> 00:44:24,200 ...multiple lacerations. BP, 100/60. Pulse, 120. 718 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:26,400 Hey, I'm Dr. Carter. What's your name? 719 00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:29,500 What's that? Okay, we're gonna take care of you. 720 00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:31,600 Set me up... 721 00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:45,000 Subtitles by SDI Media Group